ugh

I was planning to start my 30 days of Bikram on April 15th but due to some scheduling conflicts, I think it's going to be pushed back to April 17th. Sometimes life gets in the way when you're making plans. Or whatever.
I read the most amazing blog post yesterday called Survival of a Broken Heart: A How-To Guide. Really good stuff. Early last week, I was back in the thick of it - confronting that deep, dark horrible stuff. But I think that was the final bit of it. I feel much more centered now. I feel ready to move on. I feel ready to be in control of my life - I'm not waiting for him to come back. I'm not waiting for anyone - I'm just living. And for right now, I'm living without a partner and that's totally ok.